Yeah, I will be 16 ... I don't know if I'm happy about that, because 16 years were such a long time and in two years I'll be 18 ... an adult.
But, hey maybe I'll be 15 but in my mind I'm only 6 years old xD Sometimes I'm very childish, I know.

And, yes at the moment I'm sitting here in hungary with my notebook and my graphic-tablet and enjoy the beautiful sun. I hope you could feel the sun on your face, too. If not, I'll send you some warm greeeeeez

Hey,
I'm so sorry ... I'm not able to answer all your nice comments, but I want to thank you for all these words showing me some sunny days *hugs everyone*
Well, a few days ago I want to try something: I wanted to ride a young horse, an apaloosa. He's called Santos and with his 3 years he's full of power ... yes, and I rode him. First everything was perfect, Santos only jumped sometimes to the side or wanted to show me his power. But then he suddenly break trough. I wasn't able to hold and so I suddenly lie on the ground.
I broke one of my fingers ... and now I have to wear a big bandage... my total arm is under this white thing -.-

Yeah, my first 'dangerous' riding-accident. Maybe it's a must to celecrate it ;D
So, sorry again ... I want to thank you and hope my finger will be ok in 5 weeks [such a long time]

Hey guys!

I only want to say some words.
Hm, at the moment I think my art is one of the worst you could find on dA. I know my Photoshop-skills are like those of a little child ... mybe a litte bit better, but I hope you understand, what I mean. My dragons always look like friendly creatures ... little dolls -.-
My horses are out of discussion ... I every day hear something like that: 'What's that?'
[me]: 'A horse'
[o.ô]: 'It doesn't look like a horse, eh?'
I'll stopp drawing equines, dragons, dinosaurs .. I hope the world would be happy with that. I'll say goodbye to all this little guys, hoping to find some other things I could draw. And here is the problem: I can't do that! Wolves always look like litte puppys with awful bodys ... I hate my 'drawing-skills'.
So you'll not find new pictures any more. I'll stop it to draw childish dragons, horses ... everything.
And now you ask, why? Hm...I don't know, but I think I'm not alowed to life on this planet. People always ingore me, doesn't say anything to me or ask me, if everything's ok. Maybe I'm a ghost and nobody could see me?
So, I want to say goodbye to all I loved ... my drawings - friends in times when nobody could hear me screaming 'help!'.

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1. I don't know how to start... well I'm a big fan of Hans Zimmer. His soundtracks are fantastic and I could here them all day. But I only own one of his masterpieces: 'King Athur'.

2. The movie 'King Arthur' is one of my favourites, because the music's awesome and there are some of my fav. actors, like Clive Owen, Keira Knightley.

3. I want to have a tattoo ... yes. Something like a tribal, that shows a wolf or maybe a dragon. But dragons aren't something special. Everybody has dragons on his body xP

4. I want to live in Norway. I visited this country four times for five weeks. I love Norway and next year I'm goning to learn this nordic language.

5. When I go to bed, I always hear music.

6. In my room are only Lord of the Rings-posters. Nazgûl, Legolas, Uruk-Hai ...

7. I haven't much friends. Only two.Because I'm a person who's always at the backround and doesn't say anything. But I'm with my friends I could be funny and loud, too.

8. Maybe you see, I'm a normal person, nothing special If you have some questions, just ask. ^^

Awww I fortgot the tags. xP

I tag:

I only know these people ...

Next week I have to do an social placement and I think it will be very boring...'cause I work with disabled people. My patience isn't very big and I hope I'll do a good job. But I hate my school! Why aren't we allowed to do a NORMAL placement??? All pupils of the other schools could do placements everywhere...and I have to work at a Charitas-Station. Yes, I know work with disabled people is a new experience, but I won't do a job like this. I'll want to be a graphic- or webdesigner, archaeologist or palaeontologist and no one, who help disabled people to eat their food. -.- Sorry, but it's my opinion and I don't hate these people! Please don't think false things about me.

And my parents always say: >> Hey, it's a great chance to learn something new. And stop drawing stupid dragons. <<
I really hate people, who didn't respect my hobbies and the things I love. Yeah, I know, I'm not perfect, but I love my dragons...they don't say anything abaout me, they don't tell me what I have to do. Yep, I know it sounds childish. I'm 15 years old and want to go my own way... My parents also say, I have to play table-tennis, because my father was a very good one at this sport and my brother is good, too, but I hate this sport! Oh, yes I'm 15 and do horse-riding. I know: very childish -.- But I can't do an other sport...because there's no free time! A few years ago I did track and field, swimming and horse riding. I love sports but it must be a sport with a lot of movement.
So I say to my father: >> No, I won't play table-tennis! << His answer: >> Then stop riding! It's such a expensive and damn stupid sport! You won't become very popular there. <<

And I have a lot of other problems ... no one understands me and my parents don't help me. Is there anything in this damn world, which I'm able to do?? I'm not bad at school, but also not good. I'm the worst rider, my dragons look like some baby-stuff and awww...I hate the total world! -.-